No, the title of the post doesn't mean I didn't practice magic at all this year, although I did a lot less than usual, to be honest. Today marks the one year anniversary of the day I lost my beloved Magic the Cat, Queen of the Universe. (And then her brother, the gentle giant Mystic, eight days later on the day after their 16th birthdays.) It has been a tough year in many ways, but probably the toughest was that she wasn't here to comfort me when things were bad.
|Mystic and Magic as kittens, soon after they came home with me|
|They got bigger. Especially Mystic.|
She was my nearly constant companion--sleeping by my head at night (and nap time), and was the only true familiar I have ever had. She came to every ritual we did inside.
|She looked like a completely black cat, but in the sun you could see she had darker stripes and a gray undercoat. She was so beautiful.|
She also supervised my writing, sitting next to me at the computer with her head on the edge of the keyboard (or right in front of the screen, as you can see here), and sitting either next to me or behind my head on the couch when I used the laptop. I haven't written as much or as well since I lost her.
I got the kittens along with their mother Minerva, who I lost the year before, from a local shelter. I went in for one gray kitten, but Magic insisted on coming home with me (and the shelter folks begged me to take Minerva, who was terrified and sickly and completely unadoptable, but loved her kittens more than any mother cat I've ever known). She bossed me around then, and for almost another sixteen years.
|The whole family|
She was as magical as her name, and I have missed her every day of the past year. The new cats, and 13 year old Angus, are great. But she left a void no other cat can fill. I expect to continue missing her (and her brother) in every day of the year to come, another year without Magic.
Miss you, baby.
There was a quote used on an episode of Criminal Minds that I can't remember exactly how it went but it close to "Death doesn't sever a relationship, it just changes it."ReplyDelete
You feel her presence because she's letting you know she'll always be with you.
Thanks, Kit. I do believe that.Delete
Such lovely photos of the trio! What a blessing that you had such a special kitty family which naturally contributes to your grief. Missing what we had never goes away when what we had was perfect. May you find peace in knowing that you gave Magic, Mystic, and Minerva a wonderful life together with you!ReplyDelete
Thanks, Vonnie. I was so blessed to have them. I wouldn't exchange one moment of the joy I had with them to avoid the pain I'm feeling now.Delete